Hello everypony. How are yall today? I've been better. I finally got over my flu. But after today it is official. Me and my boyfriend are no longer together. Basically he's been worried about his family finding out that we were dating (cause he would be in trouble if they found out) so today we agreed that it would be best if we remain friends. Am I sad. Yeah it actually hurts, but at least we're still friends. The problem is that I let my guard down and got screwed over again. I had to spend a lot of the school year fawning over a man I couldn't have, and I got hurt, even though I knew it couldn't work out. Now I let my guard down again, got comfortable having someone, and now his family is starting to snoop through his phone. Even after all of this I'm still not giving up. I'll find someone one day, and it will work between us. And I look forward to that day. And that's something to smile about. So how've yall been?