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How do i deal with two psychopaths???

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Alright. The following containts VERY PERSONAL things about me and my private life. I wish i could keep that more under just a few persons here but i just can't take it anymore and i don't know what to do. I don't even know if i'm allowed to post such things here and if i'm not allowed to do so then you can call a moderator or administrator and report this post.

 

I don't know how to hide content here but even if i could it probably wouldn't stop the people who don't take it seriously or wanna make fun of me from reading it.

 

I need help.

 

My father is an overweight, porn and fuck obsessed drunkhead and nazi. He get's drunk for 2 or 3 times every week and while he's drunk he yelles things like "hail hitler" or things like retart or skinny piece of shit to me (and sometimes he get's supported by his friend, our neighbor who's also a nazi and drunkhead). But he doesn't even need to be drunk to make my life hell. I cut the grass, clean our property and garages, sweep the leaves and snow and help with other things. What do i get for that? No thanks or good job. He calls me a lazy ugly retarted piece of shit for that. Everything i do is retarted or wrong or doesn't make any sense to him. Sometimes when i'm just eating or scratching my nose he says how retarted that looks and that i'm a retart. When i try to talk to him or show him that i search for a job or ask him for money he always says "fuck off" or that i don't deserve it. He always boasts how normal and cool he was in my age. How he fucked, got drunk and beat up losers and women. I don't do such things, and that's also a reason why he treads me like that.

 

His girlfriend is also overweight, porn and fuck obsessed and also calls me a skinny disgusting ugly retarted sick asshole. She offends me for beeing lazy but while she lies on the couch eating chocolate and drinks wine, i get to do all the chores and cleaning. And after that i'm not even allowed to wash myself or eat or drink properly. They say i'm disgusting and underweight but i can't even eat enough to feel statisfied. She's also very racist (she's italian) and everything thay isn't german or italian is also retarted and can go and die in her opinion. When i put one or two of my t shirts into the laundry she yells at me for beeing retarted and refuses to wash my clothes. (I'm without new clothes for 2 weeks now)

 

Everything i say is retarted or a lie in their opinion. I can't protect myself or do anything against that. They say that i'm the problem, that everything they do is 100 percent right and that i should get pumped full with drugs by a doctor or get locked away in a mental asylum to end my weird and retarted behavior. I should fuck and drink and do drugs like the normal people in my age, they say. But i don't want to.

 

I'm all alone here (i have no friends or helpful contacts in real life) and no one believes me because in public everyone likes my parents and dislikes me for beeing weird. I consideres calling the police but i'm afraid that would backfire because i got no visible proof for their abuse and they probably would convince them otherwise by working together against me and then i would get locked up.

 

I don't know what to do amymore and my mental snd physical health are getting worse.

 

Do you have any advice you can give me?

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Ultimately, it would be best to get away from these fascist cretins once and for all, but that is easier said than done in the immediate sense.  Generally, I feel you could potentially be dealing with a protracted process that will require planning.  As a general first step, I would recommend spending as much time away from home as possible.  Do you have any hobbies that require you to spend time away from home?  Are there any you can pick up to increase the amount of time you spend away from home (it could be something as simple as spending hours of your day reading at a library)?  Your profile mentions you are from Switzerland and are 19 years old.  Will you be dealing with military conscription or some sort of alternative civilian service that could keep you away from home for some time?  Is there any way you can volunteer for more than what is required from military or civil service (I admit ignorance of the general details of this service in Switzerland, so hopefully my question doesn't come off as being too uninformed)?  Is it feasible to enroll in postsecondary education (assuming you aren't already; I know nothing of your situation) and/or get more involved in the workforce?

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I try to spend as much time as possible away from my parents. Either in the nature or i hide in my room and hope they don't "want something from me" (which sadly happens VERY much).

 

I can barely look for a job (because getting yelled at and picking up dirt and getting more yelled at for it is more important to me).

 

I don't know much about civil or military service but i also gonna need money and or a ticket to get to a workplace (IF i get accepted) and my father denies me that or only gives it to me many months later (when it's already too late).

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As hard as it might be and as scared as you might be, I think you need to tell everyone you can. Tell all the adults, and of course, tell the police. Try to record their abuse if possible. Hide a camera or small microphone or something. Even if you don't, the police will take it seriously.

If there's any way, try going to a police station or something, or call them while you're away from home and explain how you're scared these "parents" will lie and try to have you locked up.

You can do it. It's a big step, but you have to do it - to be free, and to take these people away.

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@Lit Lamp But what if that fails. What if i get locked away in a mental asylum and drugged up all day. What if they can convince them?

 

Then i get a faith worse than death.

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6 hours ago, leonbrony17 said:

@Lit Lamp But what if that fails. What if i get locked away in a mental asylum and drugged up all day. What if they can convince them?

 

Then i get a faith worse than death.

Nah, no worries friend. :) You have to do it, these what-ifs are natural questions, but you have to do it for your freedom. I believe in you. :D I have a good feeling about it. Don't let these fears of unlikely events stop you from freeing yourself from evil.

 

Edit: Also, of course, if you can somehow record it, that'd be great. :)

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20 hours ago, leonbrony17 said:

But what if that fails. What if i get locked away in a mental asylum and drugged up all day. What if they can convince them?

I don't know how they do in Switzerland, but in North America at least we've outgrown the whole locking people up because they're "crazy" thing. Partly because it's a gross violation of human rights, and partly because it's cheaper to dump the mentally ill on the streets and let them fend for themselves. I seriously doubt that any institution in the modern world would hold anyone against their will based on someone else's say-so (prisons excepted, but that's for crime).

Revisiting the idea of being out on the streets though, you're kinda stuck with your family until you can find some way to live independently. Definitely do some research on the army. You seem to have private computer access, so use that to reach out to some people who can get you any kind of gig that comes with room and board.

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Today i found out that my parents probably steal my money.

 

I REALLY consider calling the police now. I might do it over the course of the next days.

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They replied and said that i would have to call them and the times their helpline is open are either in the early morning (when my parents are still home and would hear me) or afternoon (which should be manageable).

 

Also, after one of my closests friends (the smartest one) told me that calling the police (even after the thing with the money) is still risky and that i still don't have not enough proof and that it could end up in a failure (and me losing everything and landing on the street) i ALREADY FUCKING RECONSIDER calling the police.

 

FUCK! I'M SUCH A FUCKING COWARD!

 

Regal Shadow offered me also something. Something that COULD help but probably doesn't in the end.

 

Fuck. I feel like i'm stuck in a loop of hoping, trying and suffering without accomplishing anything. All until i die here, painfully, one day.

 

I'm a fucking, scared and useless coward. :(

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22 hours ago, leonbrony17 said:

I'm a fucking, scared and useless coward.

No you're not. Taking a big leap into the unknown, taking any step to completely change your life in an unforeseen way, no matter how miserable it is now, is one of the most terrifying things for any person to do. It's why women stay married to abusive husbands and why people will spend their entire lives working (a) job(s) that they hate. It's easier to exist in a stable cycle of suffering than to cast your fate into the wind. I don't envy the situation you're in and I can't give you much useful advice. It sounds like you already know what your options are, and you're just trying to talk yourself into trying something. Whatever happens, I hope you can get to a place where your life isn't controlled by awful people anymore. Call that helpline, eh?

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On Saturday i called the police. I talked to them for ten minutes.

 

I told them that i'm very afraid to call them because my parents told me the police would lock me away and put me under drugs against my will. I told them that my parents abuse and threaten my on an almost daily basis. That they have alcohol problems and get drunk three to four times a week. I also told them that they keep me from searching for a job and that they don't give me any support to find a job. And that my father stopped paying for my health insurance just because he doesn't care and he says i don't deserve it.

 

But you won't believe how they responded. I still can't believe it that they responded like they did.

 

They said that i should take care of myself, and pay for my own healthcare. They also said that they can't do anything, that they can't help me. Also, at the time i called them (The night from Saturday to Sunday at 3:00 AM) my parents were drunk and they made fun of me. One of my fathers friends even yelled insults and threats to me (i've heard scumback, shitback, something like that). I also told them about that and if it counts as nightime disruptance but they said it doesn't because i live in the same apartment as he and they said that i should go to a hotel room.

 

Now i'm suicidal again.

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Good news:

 

I got an education (that's the shit i've to go through here to get the qualification to apply for real jobs) which will start in September 2019. I couldn't start it this year because i had issues with my right ear and might have gotten operated. But now it turned out that i don't have to get operated at all and everything is okay with my right ear.

 

So as long as my father doesn't do some shit like throwing me out, i got a tiny bit of hope for partial independency in the future.

 

Bad news:

 

The drinking of my father and the neighboors get's worse and worse. I already knew that my parents tell them that i'm a retarted psychopath but recently i've heard a longer conversation very clearly and heard them talk about that i should get locked away or kill myself.

 

And my depression seems to get worse again. So basically, fuck me.

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