LunarThunder 547 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42..... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 @Bakaarion I'm serious, Bakaa. This is why I don't eat anything. I gain the weight back immediately unless I don't eat consistently. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 I don't know how you call that, when you earn weight, then lose, then earn again, etc... But it's not a good thing. It seems it just brings troubles. I would like a pro talk to you about that... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 Yep. Cuz that's an option.... it means I suck at being consistent. When I am consistent, my weight continues to drop until I start eating again. But I gain it back too bucking fast. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 Well, I guess being aware that's a problem is a first step. I would say it's because you only eat bad things like transformed sugar, an no vitamins that everybody needs, but to be confirmed. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 But even if I consistently eat horribly, my weight maxes out at 130. Just like starving myself bottoms out at 110. It's a fixed range. The only thing affected it is how much I eat. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 I'M GOING TO EAT SOME PEERS FOR YOU RIGHT NOW !!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 Hope that means pears... XD Â *sigh* I don't want to accept there's a problem. I know there probably is one, but I want to ignore it.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 That... was a pun. Â Yes, a pun. The problem behind that is your parents imo. They seem so ignorant, so stupid... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 No.... I don't think it's just them. I think part of it is just me refusing to accept there's a problem. I just took an online screening: a medically approved one. And the results say I'm at risk for an eating disorder. And suicide. Â It always warns me about suicide. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 We ALWAYS underestimate the consequences of the food on our lives, always. Even me, having parents who warned me so much about that. I hope you will try to fix it before your 25 year old. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 I just.... part of me doesn't want to fix it. I want to deny the problem exists, I want to go right back to starving myself. Right now, I'm really hungry, but I don't want to eat. I'd rather not. This.... this is why I made that thread about my weight. You guys helped me get it back to a healthy spot, but now I hate it. So much.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 What I think, it's a matter of education. Your parents and your country. But that's politic and I won't start a politic discussion. I just know that WHAT you eat is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT than your WEIGHT. Estimate your health with your weight is like estimate your health with your heartbeat, it's completely stupid imo But nobody taught you that. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 43 No, I know it's stupid, and I don't know why I care so much... it's just that I've always been the thinnest person I know naturally, and it feels like I weigh too much now. Like people are gonna get mad at me if they figure out I'm not that thin anymore. If they figure out I've been lying about my actual weight.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 23, 2017 42 Like all, you need time to realize it, for real. We can't break our habits like that. Think that if you want a future, you have to focus on your food too. And to be honest, I know it, and I still not applying that for me. Each time I bough fruits, half of them rot in my fridge Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 43 Yeah, the last fresh fruit I had was an apple I cut up and dipped in caramel. That was a month ago.... but honestly, with how many nutrients and stuff are missing from my diet, I don't know how much the fruit itself matters. Heck, I don't even drink water. I'm running off of carbs.  I guess I got my wish for no food, sorta.... the vegetables in our stir fry burnt, so we'll all just get a small bowl of chicken and rice. Nice, small dinner. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 42 I really encourage you to take a look into serious studies. But take care, a part of them are just shameful lies from sugar industries, it's important to check the neutrality of the information about food. We live in a world where human life is much less important that economy and profits. Even in our civilized countries. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 43 *sigh* I ate too much. I know that already. I may have only had two bowls of chicken and rice, but it was too much food. I'm gonna go and check and weight, and then I'm gonna feel horrible and starve myself tomorrow. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 43  115 pounds. That's the goal. I can easily make me weight go down to 118. I do it all the time. 115 puts me right at 18.5 BMI. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 42 Ah, I forgot to buy my bathroom scale. I'm sure I'm over 200 after a good meal. I'm almost 2x better than you. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SD13 2,711 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 43 That's not the way it works. It's like golf. The lower, the better. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bakaarion 3,439 Report post Posted October 24, 2017 44 But you suck because you can't do that Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
